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week； Baba pulled twelve…hour shifts pumping gas； running the register； changing oil； and washing windshields。 I d bring him lunch sometimes and find him looking for a pack of cigarettes on the shelves； a customer waiting on the other side of the oil…stained counter； Baba s face drawn and pale under the bright fluorescent lights。 The electronic bell over the door would ding…dong when I walked in； and Baba would look over his shoulder； wave； and smile； his eyes watering from fatigue。
The same day he was hired； Baba and I went to our eligibility officer in San Jose； Mrs。 Dobbins。 She was an overweight black woman with twinkling eyes and a dimpled smile。 She d told me once that she sang in church； and I believed her……
she had a voice that made me think of warm milk and honey。 Baba dropped the stack of food stamps on her desk。 Thank you but I don t want； Baba said。 I work always。 In Afghanistan I work； in America I work。 Thank you very much； Mrs。 Dobbins； but I don t like it free money。
Mrs。 Dobbins blinked。 Picked up the food stamps； looked from me to Baba like we were pulling a prank； or slipping her a trick as Hassan used to say。 Fifteen years I been doin this job and nobody s ever done this； she said。 And that was how Baba ended those humiliating food stamp moments at the cash register and alleviated one of his greatest fears： that an Afghan would see him buying food with charity money。 Baba walked out of the welfare office like a man cured of a tumor。
THAT SUMMER OF 1983； I graduated from high school at the age of twenty； by far the oldest senior tossing his mortarboard on the football field that day。 I remember losing Baba in the swarm of families； flashing cameras； and blue gowns。 I found him near the twenty…yard line； hands shoved in his pockets； camera dangling on his chest。 He disappeared and reappeared behind the people moving between us： squealing blue…clad girls hugging； crying； boys high…fiving their fathers； each other。 Baba s beard was graying； his hair thinning at the temples； and hadn t he been taller in Kabul？ He was wearing his brown suit……his only suit； the same one he wore to Afghan weddings and funerals……and the red tie I had bought for his fiftieth birthday that year。 Then he saw me and waved。 Smiled。 He motioned for me to wear my mortarboard； and took a picture of me with the school s clock tower in the background。 I smiled for him……in a way； this was his day more than mine。 He walked to me； curled his arm around my neck； and gave my brow a single kiss。 I am moftakhir； Amir； he said。 Proud。 His eyes gleamed when he said that and I liked being on the receiving end of that look。
He took me to an Afghan kabob house in Hayward that night and ordered far too much food。 He told the owner that his son was going to college in the fall。 I had debated him briefly about that just before graduation； and told him I wanted to get a job。 Help out； save some money； maybe go to college the following year。 But he had shot me one of his smoldering Baba looks； and the words had vaporized on my tongue。
After dinner； Baba took me to a bar across the