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Soraya asked if he liked his room and I noticed that she was trying to avoid looking at his wrists and that her eyes kept swaying back to those jagged pink lines。 Sohrab lowered his head。 Hid his hands under his thighs and said nothing。
Then he simply lay his head on the pillow。 Less than five minutes later； Soraya and I watching from the doorway； he was snoring。
We went to bed； and Soraya fell asleep with her head on my chest。 In the darkness of our room； I lay awake； an insomniac once more。 Awake。 And alone with demons of my own。 Sometime in the middle of the night； I slid out of bed and went to Sohrab s room。 I stood over him； looking down； and saw some thing protruding from under his pillow。 I picked it up。 Saw it was Rahim Khan s Polaroid； the one I had given to Sohrab the night we had sat by the Shah Faisal Mosque。 The one of Hassan and Sohrab standing side by side； squinting in the light of the sun； and smiling like the world was a good and just place。 I wondered how long Sohrab had lain in bed staring at the photo； turning it in his hands。
I looked at the photo。 Your father was a man torn between two halves； Rahim Khan had said in his letter。 I had been the entitled half； the society…approved； legitimate half； the unwitting embodiment of Baba s guilt。 I looked at Hassan； showing those two missing front teeth； sunlight slanting on his face。 Baba s other half。 The unentitled； unprivileged half。 The half who had inherited what had been pure and noble in Baba。 The half that； maybe； in the most secret recesses of his heart； Baba had thought of as his true son。
I slipped the picture back where I had found it。 Then I realized something： That last thought had brought no sting with it。 Closing Sohrab s door； I wondered if that was how forgiveness budded； not with the fanfare of epiphany； but with pain gathering its things； packing up； and slipping away unannounced in the middle of the night。
THE GENERAL AND KHALA JAMILA came over for dinner the following night。 Khala Jamila； her hair cut short and a darker shade of red than usual； handed Soraya the plate of almondtopped maghout she had brought for dessert。 She saw Sohrab and beamed。 _Mashallah_！ Soraya jan told us how khoshteep you were； but you are even more handsome in person； Sohrab jan。 She handed him a blue turtleneck sweater。 I knitted this for you； she said。 For next winter。 _Inshallah_； it will fit you。
Sohrab took the sweater from her。
Hello； young man； was all the general said； leaning with both hands on his cane； looking at Sohrab the way one might study a bizarre decorative item at someone s house。
I answered； and answered again； Khala Jamila s questions about my injuries……I d asked Soraya to tell them I had been mugged……reassuring her that I had no permanent damage； that the wires would e out in a few weeks so I d be able to eat her cooking again； that； yes； I would try rubbing rhubarb juice and sugar on my scars to make them fade faster。
The general and I sat in the living room and sipped wine while Soraya and her mother set the table。 I told him about Kabul and the Taliban。 He listened