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t I am not a good girl; and the witch story will be added to make me blacker!”
“They cannot。 Nobody dares to speak disrespectfully of you or of me。”
“Oh how I wish I was sure of never losing you—that you could not be able to desert me anyhow!”
Clym stood silent a moment。 His feelings were high; the moment was passionate; and he cut the knot。
“You shall be sure of me; darling;” he said; folding her in his arms。 “We will be married at once。”
“O Clym!”
“Do you agree to it?”
“If—if we can。”
“We certainly can; both being of full age。 And I have not followed my occupation all these years without having accumulated money; and if you will agree to live in a tiny cottage somewhere on the heath; until I take a house in Budmouth for the school; we can do it at a very little expense。”
“How long shall we have to live in the tiny cottage; Clym?”
“About six months。 At the end of that time I shall have finished my reading—yes; we will do it; and this heart…aching will be over。 We shall; of course; live in absolute seclusion; and our married life will only begin to outward view when we take the house in Budmouth; where I have already addressed a letter on the matter。 Would your grandfather allow you?”
“I think he would—on the understanding that it should not last longer than six months。”
“I will guarantee that; if no misfortune happens。”
“If no misfortune happens;” she repeated slowly。
“Which is not likely。 Dearest; fix the exact day。”
And then they consulted on the question; and the day was chosen。 It was to be a fortnight from that time。
This was the end of their talk; and Eustacia left him。
Clym watched her as she retired towards the sun。 The luminous rays wrapped her up with her increasing distance; and the rustle of her dress over the sprouting sedge and grass died away。 As he watched; the dead flat of the scenery overpowered him; though he was fully alive to the beauty of that untarnished early summer green which was worn for the nonce by the poorest blade。 There was something in its oppressive horizontality which too much reminded him of the arena of life; it gave him a sense of bare equality with; and no superiority to; a single living thing under the sun。
Eustacia was now no longer the goddess but the woman to him; a being to fight for; support; help; be maligned for。 Now that he had reached a cooler moment he would have preferred a less hasty marriage; but the card was laid; and he determined to abide by the game。 Whether Eustacia was to add one other to the list of those who love too hotly to love long and well; the forthing event was certainly a ready way of proving。
6 … Yeobright Goes; and the Breach Is plete
All that evening smart sounds denoting an active packing up came from Yeobright’s room to the ears of his mother downstairs。
Next morning he departed from the house and again proceeded across the heath。 A long day’s march was before him; his object being to secure a dwelling to which he might take Eustacia when she became his wife。 Such a house; small; secluded; and with its windows boarded up; he had casually observed a month earlier; about two miles beyond the village of East Egdon; and six miles distant altogether; and thither he directed his steps today。
The weather was far different from that of the evening before。 The yellow and vapoury sunset which had wrapped up Eustacia from his parting gaze had presaged change。 It was one of those not infrequent days of an English June which are as wet and boisterous as November。 The cold clouds hastened on in a body; as if painted on a moving slide。 Vapours from other continents arrived upon the wind; which curled and parted round him as he walked on。
At length Clym reached the margin of a fir and beech plantation that had been enclosed from heath land in the year of his birth。 Here the trees; laden heavily with their new and humid leaves; were now suffering more damage than during the highest winds of winter; when the boughs are especially disencumbered to do battle with the storm。 The wet young beeches were undergoing amputations; bruises; cripplings; and harsh lacerations; from which the wasting sap would bleed for many a day to e; and which would leave scars visible till the day of their burning。 Each stem was wrenched at the root; where it moved like a bone in its socket; and at every onset of the gale convulsive sounds came from the branches; as if pain were felt。 In a neighbouring brake a finch was trying to sing; but the wind blew under his feathers till they stood on end; twisted round his little tail; and made him give up his song。
Yet a few yards to Yeobright’s left; on the open heath; how ineffectively gnashed the storm! Those gusts which tore the trees merely waved the furze and heather in a light caress。 Egdon was made for such times as these。
Yeobright reached the empty house about midday。 It was almost as lonely as that of Eustacia’s grandfather; but the fact that it stood near a heath was disguised by a belt of firs which almost enclosed the premises。 He journeyed on about a mile further to the village in which the owner lived; and; returning with him to the house; arrangements were pleted; and the man undertook that one room at least should be ready for occupation the next day。 Clym’s intention was to live there alone until Eustacia should join him on their wedding…day。
Then he turned to pursue his way homeward through the drizzle that had so greatly transformed the scene。 The ferns; among which he had lain in fort yesterday; were dripping moisture from every frond; wetting his legs through as he brushed past; and the fur of the rabbits leaping before him was clotted into dark locks by the same watery surrounding。
He reached home damp and weary enough after his ten…mile walk。 It had hardly been a propitious beginning; but he had chosen his course; and would show no swerving。 The evening and the following morning were spent in concluding arrangements for his departure。 To stay at home a minute longer than necessary after having once e to his determination would be; he felt; only to give new pain to his mother by some word; look; or deed。
He had hired