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not disturb this place； but it probably wouldn’t hurt anything if I just curled up on the foot of the bed。 The
floor was rough and so hard。
The sound of the doctor’s soft snoring was forting； even if it was put on to calm me； at least I knew
exactly where he was in the darkness。
Live or die； I figured I might as well go ahead and sleep。 I was dog tired； as Melanie would say。 I let my
There was a low shuffling sound—it was inside the room with me。 My eyes popped open； and I could
see a shadow between the moonlit ceiling and me。 Outside； the doctor’s snores continued uninterrupted。
CHAPTER 23
Confessed
The shadow was huge and misshapen。 It loomed over me； top…heavy； swinging closer to my face。
I think I meant to scream； but the sound got trapped in my throat； and all that came out was a breathless
squeak。
“Shh； it’s just me；” Jamie whispered。 Something bulky and roundish rolled from his shoulders and
plopped softly to the floor。 When it was gone I could see his true； lithe shadow against the moonlight。
I caught a few gasps of air； my hand clutching at my throat。
“Sorry；” he whispered； sitting down on the edge of the mattress。 “I guess that was pretty stupid。 I was
trying not to wake Doc—I didn’t even think how I would scare you。 You okay？” He patted my ankle；
which was the part of me closest to him。
“Sure；” I huffed； still breathless。
“Sorry；” he muttered again。
“What are you doing here； Jamie？ Shouldn’t you be asleep？”
“That’s why I’m here。 Uncle Jeb was snoring like you wouldn’t believe。 I couldn’t stand it anymore。”
His answer didn’t make sense to me。 “Don’t you usually sleep with Jeb？”
Jamie yawned and bent to untie the bulky bedroll he’d dropped to the floor。 “No； I usually sleep with
Jared。 He doesn’t snore。 But you know that。”
I did。
“Why don’t you sleep in Jared’s room； then？ Are you afraid to sleep alone？” I wouldn’t have blamed
him for that。 It seemed like I was constantly terrified here。
“Afraid；” he grumbled； offended。 “No。 Thisis Jared’s room。 And mine。”
“What？” I gasped。 “Jeb put me in Jared’s room？”
I couldn’t believe it。 Jared would kill me。 No； he would kill Jeb first； andthen he would kill me。
“It’s my room； too。 And I told Jeb you could have it。”
“Jared will be furious；” I whispered。
“I’m not a kid； Wanda。 I can take care of myself。”
Obviously； arguing was only going to make him more stubborn。 “At least take the bed；” I said；
surrendering。 “I’ll sleep on the floor。 It’s your room。”
“That’s not right。 You’re the guest。”
I snorted quietly。 “Ha。 No； the bed is yours。”
“No way。” He lay down on the mat； folding his arms tightly across his chest。
Again； I saw that arguing was the wrong approach to take with Jamie。 Well； this one I could rectify as
soon as he was asleep。 Jamie slept so deeply it was almost a a。 Melanie could carry him anywhere
once he was out。
“You can use my pillow；” he told me； patting the one next to the side where he lay。 “You don’t need to
scrunch up at the bottom there。”
I sighed but crawled to the top of the bed。
“That’s right；” he said approvingly。 “Now； could you throw me Jared’s？”
I hesitated； about to reach for the pillow under my head； he jumped up； leaned over me； and snatched
the other pillow。 I sighed again。
We lay in silence for a while； listening to the low whistle of the doctor’s breathing。
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“It won’t keep you up；” I agreed。
“You tired？”
“Yeah。”
“Oh。”
I waited for him to say something more； but he was quiet。
“Was there something you wanted？” I asked。
He didn’t answer right away； but I could feel him struggling； so I waited。
“If I asked you something； would you tell me the truth？”
It was my turn to hesitate。 “I don’t know everything；” I hedged。
“You would know this。 When we were walking… me and Jeb… he was telling me some things。 Things
he thought； but I don’t know if he’s right。”
Melanie was suddenly verythere in my head。
Jamie’s whisper was hard to hear； quieter than my breathing。 “Uncle Jeb thinks that Melanie might still
be alive。 Inside there with you； I mean。”
My Jamie。Melanie sighed。
I said nothing to either of them。
“I didn’t know that could happen。 Does that happen？” His voice broke； and I could hear that he was
fighting tears。 He was not a boy to cry； and here I’d grieved him this deeply twice in one day。 A pain
pierced through the general region of my chest。
“Does it； Wanda？”
Tell him。 Please tell him that I love him。
“Why won’t you answer me？” Jamie was really crying now but trying to muffle the sound。
I crawled off the bed； squeezing into the hard space between the mattress and the mat； and threw my
arm over his shaking chest。 I leaned my head against his hair and felt his tears； warm on my neck。
“Is Melanie still alive； Wanda？ Please？”
He was probably a tool。 The old man could have sent him just for this； Jeb was smart enough to see
how easily Jamie broke through my defenses。 It was possible that Jeb was seeking confirmation for his
theory； and he wasn’t against using the boy to get it。 What would Jeb do when he was certain of the
Jamie’s body shook beside me。
He’s suffering；Melanie cried。 She battered ineffectually at my control。
But I couldn’t blame this on Melanie if it turned out to be a huge mistake。 I knew who was speaking
now。
“She promised she would e back； didn’t she？” I murmured。 “Would Melanie break a promise to
you？”
Jamie slid his arms around my waist and clung to me for a long time。 After a few minutes； he whispered；
“Love you； Mel。”
“She loves you； too。 She’s so happy that you’re here and safe。”
He was silent long enough for the tears on my skin to dry； leaving a fine； salty dust behind。
“Is everybody like that？” Jamie whispered long after I thought he’d fallen asleep。 “Does everybody
stay？”
“No；” I told him sadly。 “No。 Melanie i