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a plete abstinence from emotion。 Visit some
cheerful seaside resort； Rodney。”
He was struck by William’s appearance； which seemed
to him to indicate profound feeling resolutely held in
check。 No doubt； he reflected； Katharine had been very
trying； unconsciously trying； and had driven him to take
up a position which was none of his willing。 Mr。 Hilbery
certainly did not overrate William’s sufferings。 No minutes
in his life had hitherto extorted from him such intensity
of anguish。 He was now facing the consequences
of his insanity。 He must confess himself entirely and fundamentally
other than Mr。 Hilbery thought him。 Everything
was against him。 Even the Sunday evening and the
fire and the tranquil library scene were against him。 Mr。
Hilbery’s appeal to him as a man of the world was terribly
against him。 He was no longer a man of any world that
Mr。 Hilbery cared to recognize。 But some power pelled
him； as it had pelled him to e downstairs； to
make his stand here and now； alone and unhelped by any
one； without prospect of reward。 He fumbled with various
phrases； and then jerked out：
“I love Cassandra。”
Mr。 Hilbery’s face turned a curious dull purple。 He looked
at his daughter。 He nodded his head； as if to convey his
silent mand to her to leave the room； but either she
did not notice it or preferred not to obey。
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“You have the impudence—” Mr。 Hilbery began； in a
dull； low voice that he himself had never heard before；
when there was a scuffling and exclaiming in the hall；
and Cassandra； who appeared to be insisting against some
dissuasion on the part of another； burst into the room。
“Uncle Trevor；” she exclaimed； “I insist upon telling
you the truth！” She flung herself between Rodney and
her uncle； as if she sought to intercept their blows。 As
her uncle stood perfectly still； looking very large and imposing；
and as nobody spoke； she shrank back a little；
and looked first at Katharine and then at Rodney。 “You
must know the truth；” she said； a little lamely。
“You have the impudence to tell me this in Katharine’s
presence？” Mr。 Hilbery continued； speaking with plete
disregard of Cassandra’s interruption。
“I am aware； quite aware—” Rodney’s words； which were
broken in sense； spoken after a pause； and with his eyes
upon the ground； nevertheless expressed an astonishing
amount of resolution。 “I am quite aware what you must
think of me；” he brought out； looking Mr。 Hilbery directly
in the eyes for the first time。
“I could express my views on the subject more fully if
we were alone；” Mr。 Hilbery returned。
“But you forget me；” said Katharine。 She moved a little
towards Rodney； and her movement seemed to testify
mutely to her respect for him； and her alliance with him。
“I think William has behaved perfectly rightly； and； after
all； it is I who am concerned—I and Cassandra。”
Cassandra； too； gave an indescribably slight movement
which seemed to draw the three of them into alliance
together。 Katharine’s tone and glance made Mr。 Hilbery
once more feel pletely at a loss； and in addition；
painfully and angrily obsolete； but in spite of an awful
inner hollowness he was outwardly posed。
“Cassandra and Rodney have a perfect right to settle
their own affairs according to their own wishes； but I see
no reason why they should do so either in my room or in
my house… 。 I wish to be quite clear on this point； however；
you are no longer engaged to Rodney。”
He paused； and his pause seemed to signify that he
was extremely thankful for his daughter’s deliverance。
Cassandra turned to Katharine； who drew her breath as
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if to speak and checked herself； Rodney； too； seemed to
await some movement on her part； her father glanced at
her as if he half anticipated some further revelation。 She
remained perfectly silent。 In the silence they heard distinctly
steps descending the staircase； and Katharine went
straight to the door。
“Wait；” Mr。 Hilbery manded。 “I wish to speak to
you—alone；” he added。
She paused； holding the door ajar。
“I’ll e back；” she said； and as she spoke she opened the
door and went out。 They could hear her immediately speak to
some one outside； though the words were inaudible。
Mr。 Hilbery was left confronting the guilty couple； who
remained standing as if they did not accept their dismissal；
and the disappearance of Katharine had brought
some change into the situation。 So； in his secret heart；
Mr。 Hilbery felt that it had； for he could not explain his
daughter’s behavior to his own satisfaction。
“Uncle Trevor；” Cassandra exclaimed impulsively； “don’t
be angry； please。 I couldn’t help it； I do beg you to forgive
me。”
Her uncle still refused to acknowledge her identity； and
still talked over her head as if she did not exist。
“I suppose you have municated with the Otways；”
he said to Rodney grimly。
“Uncle Trevor； we wanted to tell you；” Cassandra replied
for him。 “We waited—” she looked appealingly at
Rodney； who shook his head ever so slightly。
“Yes？ What were you waiting for？” her uncle asked
sharply； looking at her at last。
The words died on her lips。 It was apparent that she
was straining her ears as if to catch some sound outside
the room that would e to her help。 He received no
answer。 He listened； too。
“This is a most unpleasant business for all parties；” he
concluded； sinking into his chair again； hunching his
shoulders and regarding the flames。 He seemed to speak
to himself； and Rodney and Cassandra looked at him in
silence。
“Why don’t you sit down？” he said suddenly。 He spoke
gruffly； but the force of his anger was evidently spent； or
some preoccupation had turned his mood to other re
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gions。 While Cassandra accepted his invitation； Rodney
remained standing。
“I think Cassandra can explain matters better in my
absence；” he said； and left the room； Mr。 Hilbery giving
his assent by a slight nod of the head。